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My Way of Saying: "byebye"

Hey guyz...it's been a while since I have not posted anything, but I think this is my last post on this blog because my inspiration died, she was gone,she isn't here with me this time you can read my words...my true words my stupid words. I know that I haven't many followers but I wanna read this just the people that I love. So this time will be a story about my stupid feelings and my lonley mind. I know already...that sounds sucks but just try okay? Isn't so hard.
I mean, when you lose that special person in your life you are dead.
I don't want forgiveness. Because you do not want to hear, so I give up as you asked.


I wanna say that I'm so lucky because I have so many friends and I love all of them.I never imagined that I could have them and I am very lucky. Unfortunately I lost two people. I lost he & she. Is funny but there is a connection between them and have something in common: they don't wanna me in their lives. It's okay but I can understand.
My mind is clear now that I can tell : it's my mistake. So what can I do now? Nothing...because it's to late. I lost two friends...so now I want to take care of those who remained with me.

I wanna say thank you to: Dora. He's a old friend. She always helped me and this girl was always with me. I know that maybe I made mistakes. But she's that sweet girl who forgives all. She and my cousin, Robert have proved that true love is mins. Don't have to give up something just because it changes the landscape.
She and Ioana was all time with me. But now I can't be with Ioana.She will return soon. But until then I want to say: "Girl...I love you! Thank you for your friendship! You are amazing...you inspired me!"
Hey Nyko! Sorry for those moments when I was mischievous with you. You can forgive me? Thank you so much for everything you did for me. I will never forget.
I got up here ... so I'll continue.
When I remember those moments I feel like laughing. Why? Because I remember how I met her. It's all about Andreea [Emily]! And I will be honest. At first I hated she! Why? Because I thought she wanted to steal my friends : Ioana and Dora. Now I know her very well and I can say I can't live without her. I love her!
Some of my best friends : Facebook and Twitter! Sounds stupid but it's true. If I had not dared to make my facebook and twitter accounts would not be able to know people so many wonderful friends.
Who are they?
Okay!
First time I met: Quest Crew! And thank you God for this because I can't live without them.
After that I met: Crystal Jane Perez, Nana Söckchen, Jocelyn Angeles, Fanny Love. They were among the first people who gave me their love and I must say thank you for this.
Was an honor for me to know: Sheryl Kaye Sagabaen, Renee Robertson, Alexis Harrison, Randy Abaja, Daryl Lingz, Dominic Marshall, Louyd Valleras, Melissa J. Feng, Tyler EmoKid,Darice Claire A. Daquilos. I don' talked too much with them but I hope that in future we'll know better.
I'm just lucky because I could know: U-KISS, SHINee and B2st! Now they are a part of my life and me.
After some time I met : Eljay Stepanov Leyble, Mario Maurer, Wakana Kato, Thadeus Meixner, Maleya EhKhu, @iQuestie, Vanessa Burger, @girlcanmovetoo, Livica Cazacu, Jeunice
Elizalde, @cesz_ly, Raisa Sehovic and Shawna Oglesby. They are amazing. And are my friends are. I do not care if they I am selfish. I don't want to share them with anyone.
Maybe they don't consider me their friend. But it's okay. I'll always love them.





[Roselline Marie Hamillon = all words I've written are yours. always will be.]
should not say anything. just read


[ hihi I ask many excuses if I missed someone! I rushed for that special person did not want to leave her computer.]

Enjoy!

Remember Me!

True Friends...I never forget you...

Ordinea de zi

Haha! Cum ti s-ar parea daca ai locui intr-un apartament cu inca 2 fete, ma rog 3, dar a treia e invizibila...ai crede ca e super funny, nu e asa? Pai si daca v-as zice ca acum toate sunt rapuse de gripa ce ati face? =))
Okay, deci situatia e cam asa: sfarsit de semestru, totul roz, scoala nu mai e asa de stresanta, pentru o vreme, ne bucuram de libertatea lasa de unii profi si ne calculam cate absente ne mai trebuie pana a-l ajunge pe vecinul din urma, adica nu se poate ca el sa aiba mai multe, pff...si tu sa fii pe locul 2? Daca nu poti sa il dobori la matematica poate o sa reusesti sa ai mai multe absente ca el. Dar intre timp afli ca ai chiar prea multe absente si intr-adevar: esti in varf...nu poti fi atins nici cu varful prajinei.
Si totusi ghinionul( ca am destul mai ales ca o persoana al carui nume, Ioana nu am sa-l rosetesc iti zice mereu: "N-ai avea noroc!" ) face ca acele doua persoane care iti sunt colege de apartament sa raceasca, mai intai una si pe urma cealalta...si tu mandra rau ca tu nu racesti, peste cateva zile vezi cum mucii iti ajung la genunchi...eh si daca nu mai ai nici servetele folosesti hartie igienica, dar sa nu o folosesti pe toata ca poate cineva (adica acea persoana invizibila ramne fara cand face cahh, aidica stiti voi ce).
De la scoala ai chiuli artistic, dar nu vrei ca diriga sa te impuste asa ca rabdzi inca cateva zile pana cand ajungi acasa.
Acum suntem toate trei racite moarete, cu buzunarele goale, cu stomacurile goale, dar hehe avem nasurile pline...=P

I wish

Pointless thoughts

I still remember that day when I was alone, confused and sad. Nobody cares about me, me and my thoughts were just pathetic. My dreams focus entirely on you, but you don't even understand. I don't care about anyone but you could see yourself. But you were there. You were with me, you looked at me and do not understand why I am sad. I didn't believe in yourself, but don't believe me ... and don't believe in us.

I was stupid and blind. You were there, as well as my friends. I don't know how to appreciate your help, but thank you so much for this. I never imagined that I could have these wonderful friends. God blessed me with a wonderful gift.

I never thought I could find these wonderful friends. But the most precious is Roselline. This lovely girl always makes me smile and  banish the sadness.She's my treasure that I keep in my heart. I hope to have you here forever, girl because I could not live my life without you near me.

I'm not a good friend, but I'm yours. You have me and I have you. Lately I've been putting it between two worlds: between your world and ours.

I hope I am not crash ever. And if it happens I hope you catch me. I need you, so don't forget me. Forgive me for days when I could not be there or I could not understand. I do everything I can. Wherever you are and whatever you do now, I'm glad you're my friend.

[This is for my lovely friends who loves me so much and they are with me all time. Love you, guyz!]